today, i finished up a project i've been thinking about for weeks. i think, in the end, i'm proud of what i've done. i feel fragile about it, not sure that i even deserve the chance. but. i think i've done well.
it's a good feeling.
today, i crossed things off of week-long lists. i napped. i worked. i cleaned. i cleaned myself up and now,
at the end of the day,
i'm ready.
for pizza tim's making, and for anna to melt down and come back into the house after all day out in the park, out in the creek.
for the girls to come home.
for t & i to sit afterwards, with some of those girls on our laps,
out in the dark on the porch with the little white lights
and some candles.
all we need to see by.
to be tired, and satisfied with what we got done. what we didn't.
ready for tomorrow. for the week.
i have my clothes ready. i will get up and get out.
tonight i will be here. home. happy.
xo,
tt
