today was:
me, up early. me being productive. me kicking ass and taking names.
um, no.
me, up early.
drinking tea, and moving small things around slightly so that they please me just a little bit more than they did before.
me, clearing out anna's desk from the last few months of school papers, of everything,
and so now
this girl
has a space where she can find things and make things and dream up things.
me, walking around the yard thinking i'm darn lucky to have a husband with a hobby that involves creating an outdoor home for us.
me, driving two girls to the train on their way to nyc for the gay pride parade.
me, fielding messages from girls who were not in our house this weekend, but who still need their mama nonetheless.
me, feeling grateful for them needing me, for them knowing they can always come to me, and for me being there when they do.
me, falling asleep under the apple tree on t.'s belly and waking up an hour later, t. moved on to washing my car.
me, not having anything else i needed to be doing.
me in love, loving, and content. and getting anxious about leaving home tomorrow.
for some reason(s), i'm having a harder time now than when i started back at work.
i miss home. especially now that i'm here.
best wishes to you.
take care.
xo,
tt
