also? trying my darndest to relax into the season.
proud of myself when i fold a load of laundry.
obsessively have a big pot of soup on the stove at all times.
don't even call it dinner. still make dinner, but the soup is just gravy, so to speak.
am saving up to buy more little white lights.
am in love with the idea and the prospect and the promise of a new month.
am in love with my daughters every time they walk in the room.
love how in the middle of the night we seek each other out and hold on like we're falling.
am looking forward to the cold coming, but know the complaining will come soon after.
completely forgot to pick anna up today, and got lucky in that she went to a friend's house after school.
(for the first time this year. both the forgetting and the friend's house...)
spend an inordinate amount of time thinking about what i can wear to the parties that we're starting to get invited to. that's a vain ugly truth. but really. don't you? or is it just me?
on my wish list this year is: a close-up kit for my polaroid, and an emergency brake for my car.
wow.
ok.
so,
'night.
more soon.
xo,
tt
