yes.
i've been waiting. for the right time.
tim's been working on something for me.
i've some irons in the fire.
i've been waiting,
for that's how i like it.
how i like things.
let's start clean.
let's wait until i've a new site,
something new to say.
i've been waiting.
but.
tonight, i need to talk.
i need to write.
tonight.
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i've done hopeful forward looking things
such as baking and making granola.
talking to friends i'd thought i wouldn't, again.
mopping the floor.
setting the table for tomorrow night's big family dinner.
but,
i've also sat, half under our bed
with a plastic box opened up,
photos spilled everywhere,
and tears running
running
running
without much reason for starting
or stopping.
i've sat with a box full of yesterdays,
and it's both totally foreign and far away,
and right next to me,
like an article i stopped reading in the middle,
but always felt bad about not finishing.
today.
is a big day.
for all of us.
it was both the end and the beginning of so many things.
for all of us.
but,
for me.
well.
just like for you.
today
is.
more.
when i can.
thanks so much for your patience.
xo.
tt
